Old feelings set in...

I feel like i had a wonderful summer sabatical. I was wonderful i felt alive more alive then i think i have ever felt before. I look back and see that it was really a stepping stone to more depression and slavery. I now have a good point base my bitchs from, the light and now the graying horizion. I feel like the depression is onsetting again. i don't think i like this but i don't think i can control it as much as i would like to think i could. I am going to blame the nut house and a scattered brained boss that frustrates me on a multi typical basis. Either way i am on the count down, a little over 8 months. Praise the Lord there is a freedom coming. I feel as if i am a slave captive, the only diffrence is there is a end coming. Either way I AM RIDING BACK IN BITCHS...i thought the period of depression in my life was over for awhile, i was wrong probably just like ususal. i hope use this a venting system, there will be good nut house stories to come... you can count on this