sad hot tired and scared
Today i went back to Beverly hills and finished the 1400 desserts that i started yesterday. We put sauce on the cakes and cherries with pop tarts. Mind you these pop tarts were not out of a box they where made by Pastry Chef Sue McCowen of the W hotel seatle and her wonder ful staff. I and a few friends just helped her put them together. Right now i am sitting in my closet of a living room and smell smoke from a bad cigar coming in my screen door. It is really just uncomfortable. Monday i start my last real academic classes i am scared poopless, I have heard that the two chefs are realy bad and thats not good. I am so sad, i have been reading other blogs from friends who are working at camp, i am so sad, not to be there. To top this all off i miss my mom.
I have good things to look forward to though, i get to go to church with one of my dear friends tommorow who i have not seen in ages, ok maybe like a month. I have five more weeks before i have finals again, i hear that this next set of finals are the easiest and best.
Somtimes when i feel this way i imagine something else, like tonight i have been imagining me on a hill, one like the one on windows XP, i am looking over the hills onto a little cottage with a small barn/ garage. I live there. When you look from the front portch or the cottage you can see an ocean, I don't know which one but maybe like the mediterain sea. I also imagine all of the the things that go along with that. I wish i was there and not here.
right now i am going to go wash my hair and take a shower, those actions will take place in the same instace, not seperate.
Love peace and joy throughout the ages,
josh H
I have good things to look forward to though, i get to go to church with one of my dear friends tommorow who i have not seen in ages, ok maybe like a month. I have five more weeks before i have finals again, i hear that this next set of finals are the easiest and best.
Somtimes when i feel this way i imagine something else, like tonight i have been imagining me on a hill, one like the one on windows XP, i am looking over the hills onto a little cottage with a small barn/ garage. I live there. When you look from the front portch or the cottage you can see an ocean, I don't know which one but maybe like the mediterain sea. I also imagine all of the the things that go along with that. I wish i was there and not here.
right now i am going to go wash my hair and take a shower, those actions will take place in the same instace, not seperate.
Love peace and joy throughout the ages,
josh H
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