a pathetic puppy waiting

This one time in culinary school: i got real board of watching televison. this was near the end and i was planning to move back to fresno. There is this killer trail out of pasadena that lead to mount wilson. At sunset i went up there i had been there before, i liked it alot. Anyway there was this anticipation because as soon as the sun set you could see all the lights come on in the La basin, especially downtown la. It was super beauitiful, exciting. along with the antipation of starting new there was this feeling of looking back and seeing where i came from at the begining of my short journey. I feel that right now, with out the looking back part. I can only sit and wait for the moment that the sun is just fallling behind the hill in front of me. I can see the next chanlange ahead and only wait for that to come. So i sit like puppy after doing a trick to get its treat. realy quite pathetic, i checked my email 5 times today, what i was expecting hadn't come. thank you windows xp for the killer visual aid